attitude which interiorizes inner events

• way we imagine our lives is the way we are going to go on living our lives ... we tell ourselves about what is going on is the genre through which events become experiences. ... history as stories of outer events and fiction as stories of inner events (inscapes) ... biography of the soul concerns experience ... not to follow the one-way direction of the flow of time, and it is reported best ... concentric helter-skelter pointing always beyond itself ... where “inner” no longer means private and owned by a self or a soul or an ego, ... not a literalised place inside a subject, but the subjectivity in events and that attitude which interiorizes those events, goes into them in search of psychological depths ... having literalised the outer, I had to literalise and harden the inner
• continually internalizing and externalizing process